Words Don't Match

i talk
you don't respond
i walk
you hold me down
i yell
you walk away
but you love me
you say you love me

i say
all that i know
i hear
no no no no no no
i tell
what i need from you
that's what you'll do
you say you'll do

but your words
don't match
what you do
and i waste
my whole life
wishing you weren't you

she says
i need to tell
he says
i need to tell
doctor says
i need to tell
but you love me
you say you love me

but your words
don't match
what you do
and i waste
my whole life
wishing you weren't you

bang my head
try and try
blame myself
cry and cry
waste of time
you don't hear
paralyzed
you live in fear

and i try
to get to you
everyone
tells me to
you're bad for me
i must be done
until you change
i must be gone

and you beat me
with your silence
abused
with your silence
tortured
with your silence
as you love me
all the while you love me

and your words
don't match
what you do
and i'm through
wasting life
wishing you weren't you