Wednesday, July 18, 2012

What Do I Want To Do?

I had a super therapeutic talk with my wife last night.
Oddly, I can't remember too many details, just that I'm left with a feeling of relaxation.
As well as this question:
What the hell do I want to do?
I used to be an actor, singer, entertainer.
I don't do that anymore.
Do I really want to do that again?
Because I keep stalling on really setting my mind to doing that.
Do I want to make movies?
I don't know.

Used to be, I had a pretty clear picture in my head.  I KNEW what I wanted.
I don't have that picture in my head anymore.
I don't know what I want anymore.
It could be the same thing.
It could be something different.
But it's really unsettling right now.
And I gotta talk with my wife again.
What the hell do I want to do?!

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