Feeling a little better

I'm feeling a little better today.

Last night, my wife and I just sat on the couch and watched television. We Netflixed "The Office". About 10 episodes. And we ate fast food.

We didn't cook. We didn't have to work at making our dinner.
We just sat down with each other.
And, pretty much, she just held me.

I think I really needed that.
Some time-- scratch that, A LOT of time-- to do nothing, which allows my head to focus on the story on television. And while that's happening, a sort of passive therapy for me, my wife is touching me, which still gives me electric shocks in a very, very good way. When she touches me, it's like the intensity is just a little too much for my body to contain completely and lets out a little shock to my system. It doesn't hurt. It feels like a mini orgasm wherever our skin has touched.

So today I feel better.
I'm exhausted and super sleepy and tired.
But my head isn't going crazy like it was yesterday or the days before.
It's resting today. It's letting me rest today.

I'm not completely well. I still hurt like after you're in a fight and the next day your muscles are sore and you feel like you're wrapped in a gauze filled with pain? You know what that's like? Ok. Well, imagine that you know what it's like, and then you'll know kinda how I'm feeling today.

A little worn out.
But overall, sane.
My head has stopped for a moment.
And that's completely relieving.